The dreadful irony of Sylvie wearing a sleeper with the words "if they could just stay little" written all over it

I haven't been blogging my usual amount because Sylvie hasn't been taking her usual naps. Lately she's only been going down for one long nap in the afternoon and also since Theron's contract ended he's been on the computer most of the time he's home trying to find a full time job. I just don't get as much of a chance to get on myself anymore. But since Sylvie is asleep right now and Theron is out running errands it's alllll mine, bwa-ha-ha! We FINALLY heard from Early Intervention; in fact our PT is supposed to come by today at 4:30. I'd called her and left a message yesterday morning and when I didn't hear back I called the director and left her a message this morning and our assigned PT either heard from above to contact us or just got around to checking her messages. I guess we'll see how today goes. I'm very much hoping that Sylvie's gross motor skills will get back on target with this therapy. I know al kids develop at their own rate but it's hard seeing babies 2+ months younger than her who are walking around when she's not even crawling. Sylvie had stomach bug this past Friday night/Saturday morning. I've been more than a little nervous about maintaining her hydration but she seems to be ok. We've been struggling to get her to eat more since she pretty much only had breastmilk for a day and a half, then she'd take yogurt, maybe 2oz at a time and finally she's started back on dinners, but she'll still only take 1.5-2oz at a time of them. So much for increasing her calorie intake. We're supposed to go see the nutritionist again tomorrow. I'm so afraid that she and the GI are going to insist that Sylvie needs a gtube. If she really does, then of course we'll do it but I so hope to avoid having to go that route. At our GI appointment last week, the doctor expressed concern that Sylvie's weight had not appreciably changed since she saw her a month prior and did mention the possibility of needing a gtube. However, she wasn't pushing for it just yet, so there is hope we won't have to use one. But Sylvie having been sick twice now obviously isn't helping her gain weight. What's really scary is that before Sylvie was sick the first time, she was eating A LOT and still her weight gain was slowing. Now that she's been sick twice and is eating so much less...It just makes me feel so damn helpless.